The last for the year

As I sit on the terace silently today, December 31st 2012, the last day of this year, I wonder how time flew by. I wonder what had happened this year that for the first time in my life I feel like I am no longer myself. I am a different person, but unfortunately this change was not for the good. I've become an extremely timid girl, unsure about anything I do in my life and with complete lack of confidence and it was just one bad incident in my life that toppled my world - nurturing a real emotion which left me shattered
(Written on Dec 31, 2012... emotions of a blank mind and a hurt heart)