Close Friends

We love these ppl just as close to the amount we love our family. We all love hanging out with them, enjoying being insane in their company, r totally ourselves when among them, no inhibitions ever while with them, they are always ready to lend a patient shoulder, laugh when v laugh, they cry when we cry and the list just goes on and on and on....
Who are these people...Abosolutely rite...our friends...but i would like to make it more specific...they are our "BEST" or "SPECIAL" or "GOOD" or "CLOSE" FRIENDS...
We feel so complete with them around. A comforting feeling is what their presence gives us...
...But has anyone ever faced situations where they are not able to be themselves when in the company of these "Special People".
.........It is possible to come across such cases, but God forbid it ever happens to anyone of u'll. Its not the best feeling that u would enjoy. Its not what you wuld want to experience when among ur close friends. You wish u could just runaway to a silent place, all alone and just cry out loud...and yet you wish they could see those tears of yours and come and comfort you with soothing words and little hugs which wuld assure you and tell "everything is gonna be fine buddy...".
Why do we ever hav to come across such a time when we wonder how close actually are we to these Special friends. Why do we wish that all this was a bad dream. Why do we still adore these people.
They were once upon a time strangers to us, but 2day their presence in our life counts a lot. They make a difference to our normal and boring life. Their happiness is looked into before doing anything.
Then why does this ever have to happen. Why do you hav to fake a smile front of them...
No matter wat, they are still what u always considered them to b...UR "CLOSE" or "SPeCIAL " or "BEST" or "GOOD" FRIENDS...Just wish they would always be the same, then everything would be perfect...totally...........